Thursday, April 12, 2007

Confessions of a lunatic


I am a teacher

I'm a teacher handling a bizillion lives

I'm a teacher who when walking with a guy, the guy would be branded as her boyfriend
I'm a teacher who is known by the entire sec 1 batch to be in love with some other teacher she doesn't even remotely know

I'm a teacher who constantly reminds her students not to cut themselves
I'm a teacher who though reminds her children time and time again, and still end up having a boy who still plays with the knife and cuts himself
I'm a teacher who though reminds her students repeatedly, have them keep scaring her with an exclamation of a cut
I'm a teacher who though gets constantly freaked out by her students about their hands getting cuts, still gets shivers when she hears them scream out a threat again and again
I'm a teacher who never learns about threats, and thinks that she should never stop believing threats

I'm a teacher who tries to tame the wild
I'm a teacher who tried to be fierce to out-scare the wild, and failed terribly
I'm a teacher who tried to be friendly and build rapport with her students, and fails terribly
I'm a teacher who got cursed by the daughter of some gang leader in society in front of the entire class
I'm a teacher who would still go back to the class, tryin to smile and continue her attempts to finish the next chapter

I'm a teacher who tries to make friends
I'm a teacher who tries to learn from her senior colleagues and have heard them share experiences
I'm a teacher who is a tad more talkative and appears insincere in the making of acquantainces
I'm a teacher who don't mind helping others with their typing
I'm a teacher who after helping her colleaugue with his observation once, and gets made used again to do his observation ppt for him again, all just because she did a good job the last time
I'm a teacher who doesn't understand how come a teacher with lousier english than herself is allowed to teach english
I'm a teacher who would still help that teacher who is making use of her

I'm a teacher who doesn't know how to say NO
I'm a teacher who tries hard, but never good enough in the eyes of others

I'm a teacher?

I am a teacher?

No, I'm just an ordinary lunatic who depending her life on God's Grace, and God's grace alone..

Nothing great accomplished by this lunatic is ever achieved without God's grace.. :)

tt's why JOY remains, because Joy is not found in this insane's circumstances, but in her GOD,her LORD.. :P

God, where did I go right.. to have found You..


Written and pondered over, but emotional at 2:14 AM


ME, what I aim to be...

A Writer.
A seeker.
A thinker.
A learner.
A disciple.


Verse of the Season

~ Calla Lillies



Quote of the Season


If you fail to plan, you plan to fail.



Chat-a-way!




Rightly unconventional me.


VISION AND DREAMS

Paeds Specialist!
I can do the impossible! :)

SHORT TERM GOALS

1. Seek ye first the Kingdom of God
-- I wanna start cultivating good habits like prayer and fasting as a NECESSARY, ESSENTIAL part of my daily lifestyle

2. I wanna groom myself well
-- no more,sloppy behaviour, only appropriate behaviour. Must up another level!!!!

3. Dance like I've never danced before
-- I want to take dance really seriously. SERIOUSLY.

4. Serve more in ministry
-- enough of casual, convenient Christianity already.

MID TERM GOALS

1. Do Well in NUS Year 1
-- get into Dean's List and SEP!!! Jia You!

2. Learn L.A. Hip Hop!

3. Rise up to be a Leader in a Ministry :)

4. Save up for SOT!!!! $$$


LONG TERM GOALS

Get into GMS!!!
I can do ALL things through CHRIST who strengthens me!

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