A journey, an odyssey.

Thursday, April 12, 2007

Insanity is the new black.

Ha, I just thought this would be a good time to update my life online, for an invisible group of readers. Seriously, no one's readin my blog, I suppose, since this is so not highly publicised. And yes, in fact I wish no one is reading this blog. Pardon my incoherence. I'm gg a little nuts, esp since I've just finished my previous post just a few minutes ago..

"Baby take me on a journey.."

Right, I'm listening to Jesse Mcartney

Anyways, i've been taking up hip hop lessons, and yes, i'm planning to go deep in hip hop, because I really like to dance. Just a few days ago, after my 2nd dance lessons at L.A DC, i finally made my first friends at class : Dawn and Sam. I spoke more to Sam since he was on the same train, going towards the Yishun direction. Frankly, I'm rather inspired by im, because he has been taking Hip hop for like only 2-3 yrs effectively, yet, he is a pro. and wad's more, he's a law student. *stares* All rounded genius. Yes, this really lets me know that it is possible be an all rounded individual. *does the body wave*

Teaching was really taking a toll on me last week, until this week when i decided to really really on God instead of relying on myself, tt I realise that Joy can still be there in the midst of pressure and hurts and insults. Joy is really really in God. :P
*Love You Father!* Life is easy when I crumble in my Father's Hands..in the hands of the Potter...

Well, today i managed to go out with Shan, my dear friend... it was good, because I really felt a change in the friendship, in a good way.. :) she is really a friend I want to keep, so I'll be praying for her to really have that someone who really loves her and really would cherish her, and she is happy with. I think, as a friend, her happiness is of importance.. :) Really shared with her a part of my life I hadn't shared with anyone except for God, my sisters and a random friend whom i'll prob never meet again.. haha... so yea, in truth, i'm pretty much vulnerable to her.. as she is to me. :P Really, i wanna be closer to her spiritually.. and yep.. I need a move of God, and a whole bundle of courage :)

Today's conversation kinda taught me to be sensitive to the Holy Spirit.. cos I realised that everytme, the conversation diverts to other people's lives except hers and mine, I sensed a change in the atmosphere, as though there is somekind of plug in the grace of God.. a difference in the feeling, which is rather uncomfortable for me.. ahah, yes, so immediately, I'll divert the conversation back to my life or her life.. and pray for God to shower the love again.. :) I realise how much i need that tangible feel of God in my life.. :P

Alrights, nuff said, I think i should time out. Tmr's another loong day! :)
*cheers!*

Written and pondered over, but emotional at 2:31 AM

VISION AND DREAMS

Paeds Specialist!
I can do the impossible! :)

SHORT TERM GOALS

1. Seek ye first the Kingdom of God
-- I wanna start cultivating good habits like prayer and fasting as a NECESSARY, ESSENTIAL part of my daily lifestyle

2. I wanna groom myself well
-- no more,sloppy behaviour, only appropriate behaviour. Must up another level!!!!

3. Dance like I've never danced before
-- I want to take dance really seriously. SERIOUSLY.

4. Serve more in ministry
-- enough of casual, convenient Christianity already.

MID TERM GOALS

1. Do Well in NUS Year 1
-- get into Dean's List and SEP!!! Jia You!

2. Learn L.A. Hip Hop!

3. Rise up to be a Leader in a Ministry :)

4. Save up for SOT!!!! $$$

LONG TERM GOALS

Get into GMS!!!
I can do ALL things through CHRIST who strengthens me!