This is just a post to reassure my dear sister(s) (looking her examinations and the other, eh.. a bit on the phone).

#1: I am not in love. Trust me on this. Even though I would really really really really like to get married by 25, and be attached by 20/21, and yes, I would LOVE LOVE LOVE to have a shoulder to lean on, I know God is saying," WAIT!!!!!!!!!!". How do I know?

a. God would not let me have a guy whom I do not desire. ( that ooh ahhh, I love love you sooo much-heart beats fast when i'm near him kinda feeling). There hasn't been remotely one SUITABLE CHRISTIAN GUY that has given me the vibes.

b. I need romance. I know no romantic guy!!! *smacks head*

#2: I will not fall in love with guy just because he seems to be the one rationally, but emotionally i have yet to feel it.

#3: I don't think I see any blind guys around. muahaha!!! ok just kidding. I Really need someone who is spiritually more mature than me. I need a guy who leads. LEADS!!! yet romantic.. heehee...

So Rest assure the top 3 things on my mind now is

#1: What if i m stifling God's intended potential in me?
#2: University!!! Education!!! and Future!!!! wahaha!!!!!
#3: Dance. Dance. SLIM DOWN!!!

See? I'm tooooo bimbo to wanna fall in love yet. I still have my nails, my hair, my... *rubbish!!!* hehe

Yea la, not yet, not the one.

Tata!!! *the only people i really love now, is you guys.. and daddy and mummy..*
(and the ONLY things you should be loving now are your examinations and your notes -- applies to both the old and the young ones. hehe)

Written and pondered over, but emotional at 11:54 PM

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If you fail to plan, you plan to fail.

Paeds Specialist!
I can do the impossible! :)

1. Seek ye first the Kingdom of God
-- I wanna start cultivating good habits like prayer and fasting as a NECESSARY, ESSENTIAL part of my daily lifestyle

2. I wanna groom myself well
-- no more,sloppy behaviour, only appropriate behaviour. Must up another level!!!!

3. Dance like I've never danced before
-- I want to take dance really seriously. SERIOUSLY.

4. Serve more in ministry
-- enough of casual, convenient Christianity already.

1. Do Well in NUS Year 1
-- get into Dean's List and SEP!!! Jia You!

2. Learn L.A. Hip Hop!

3. Rise up to be a Leader in a Ministry :)

4. Save up for SOT!!!! $$$

Get into GMS!!!
I can do ALL things through CHRIST who strengthens me!

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