I have no idea what inspired me to write down this post. But blogging needs no inspiration blogging is just the exhibitionist trying to make a stand. Roar. But, nevertheless, i just want to pen this ( or rather, com this) before I lose this feeling.

Before I went to bed last night, I noticed the last thing i was thinking (or rather telling God) was tt I did my best today.

I know that I am not the perfect girl, nor the perfect leader, or the perfect daughter, the perfect student, the perfect friend. I am not perfect. I am not feminine, I am not strong, I am not well groomed, I dun mug 24/7, I still watch youtube when its exam season, I rather withdraw from problems than face it, I am really messy as a girl, I whine too. But!!!! I know that above all, in my weaknesses i m made strong, in my mistakes, i learn.

If there's any revelation i made this week, it would be that it is when i am working my hardest (in the will of God), i am closest to God.

This is a poem i keep in my wallet, to remind myself:
" Be strong!
We are not here to play, to dream, to drift;
we have hard work to do and loads to lift;
Shun not the struggle - face it; 'tis God's gift.

Be strong!
It matters not how deep intrenched the wrong,
How hard the battle goes, the day how long;
Fatin not - fight on!
Tomorrow comes the song."

-Be strong! Maltbie Davenport Babcock..

Written and pondered over, but emotional at 7:29 PM

A Writer.
A seeker.
A thinker.
A learner.
A disciple.

~ Calla Lillies

If you fail to plan, you plan to fail.

Paeds Specialist!
I can do the impossible! :)

1. Seek ye first the Kingdom of God
-- I wanna start cultivating good habits like prayer and fasting as a NECESSARY, ESSENTIAL part of my daily lifestyle

2. I wanna groom myself well
-- no more,sloppy behaviour, only appropriate behaviour. Must up another level!!!!

3. Dance like I've never danced before
-- I want to take dance really seriously. SERIOUSLY.

4. Serve more in ministry
-- enough of casual, convenient Christianity already.

1. Do Well in NUS Year 1
-- get into Dean's List and SEP!!! Jia You!

2. Learn L.A. Hip Hop!

3. Rise up to be a Leader in a Ministry :)

4. Save up for SOT!!!! $$$

Get into GMS!!!
I can do ALL things through CHRIST who strengthens me!

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